I’ve got a lot of things to do tonight
I’m so sick of making lists of things i’ll never finish
I’ve lived here for the last twelve years
Since early 1995 all my shit has been in boxes
But if I had a little more time to kill
I’d settle every little stupid thing
Yeah, you’d think that I would
But i’m too tired to go to sleep tonight
& i’m too weak to follow dreams tonight
For the first time in a long time I can say that I want to try
To get better & overcome each moment
In my own way
I wonder if i’ll ever lose my mind
I tried hard for a while but then I kind of gave up
Winter is a killer when the sun goes down
I’m really not as stubborn as I seem
Said the knuckle to the concrete
But i’m too tired to go to sleep tonight
& i’m too weak to follow dreams tonight
For the first time in a long time I can say that I want to try
To get better & overcome each moment
In my own way
I’m not saying that i’ve given up
I’m just trying not to think as much as I used to
‘cause never is a lonely little messed up word
Maybe i’ll get it right someday
For the first time in a long time I can say that I want to try
I feel helpless for the most part but i’m learning to open my eyes
& the sad truth of the matter is i’ll never get over it but i’m gonna try
To get better & overcome each moment
In my own way
I so want to get back on track
& i’ll do whatever it takes
Even if it kills me
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Perfectly encapsulates the teenage experience. Finding this album while still young and in high school was the best decision I've made in quite awhile. charlesjr
supported by 10 fans who also own “Even If It Kills Me”
I feel like this part of a natural progression of this Justin's natural sound culminating in a short, but excellent aural treat. You couldn't ask for a more cohesive album on the treatise on finding glimmers of light in the darkness. I hope another album comes soon. Maybe a mid year ep to tide us over? computerhardware89
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